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[Wednesday the 8th, 09.32PM] |
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so the last few days of school are here and im very excited except for the fact that i have become rather blonde and cant spell or walk haha. im kinda sad that this is the last week for the seniors im going to miss some ppl :( well yesterday ashley and i walked to vons and bought orange soad and then ummm went to mi tortilla and signed year books it was interesting. then today ben and i went to starbucks and he helped me put some ideas together for my project. over all this week has gone by fast and i have a pre cal final tomorrow so hopefully i do well on that. well thats it for now adios.
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| happy birthday kay!!! |
[Sunday the 29th, 09.51PM] |
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so this weekend has been interesting. on friday kay marg and i went and rented west side story and ordered pizza mmm it was good. then we sat around all day it was fun stuff. then on sat i went to my grandparents house to paint and then today i drove home and went to go see my fair project which was a waste of my life. then my sister and i went shoping it was fun stuff i got two shirts and a jacket. then we had some food and i went to ashleys and then we went to starbucks. then we went to go get zack and mike but i thought they were at the skatepark and ended up being at zacks soo haha i went to the wrong place. i picked them up and we went back to starbucks and then watched them skate at defy and thennnnnn kay and tim ccame it was fun stuff we sat around and then went to wendys and then we all went home! the end.. todays kays birthday so happy birthday tomorrow a bunch of us are going out to breakfast to celebrate yay im excited. ok im going to go im getting tired the coffee is wearing off
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[Friday the 20th, 09.48PM] |
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so the week is over and it went by rather fast. i went to the davidson games during 6th per and got burnt sitting in the freaking hto sun. then went home and went to see starwars with jarrid it was fun stuff that movie was sad. then we had an adventure and went to wahoos it was good. then he drove me home and i went to ashleys house to swim and came home and now im bored and really tired. tomorrow kay and i are off to huntington to go to the beach and hang out go to papa joes mmmm. then i have to go to the valley so i can get my dads car. yay i have a car now for the next 2 weeks or what ever im excited :) ok thats it call me if u want to go to the beach adios
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| just a thought |
[Wednesday the 18th, 09.36PM] |
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so life isnt what it seems its pretty lame actually. just as i find myself letting go of the past i seem to come back to it. i want the familiar i want what was good. but no im just disappointed with whats in store for me in the future. i really cant deal with ppl they all disappoint me, i expect more and get less. it seems that the only few ppl that matter are drifting from me so i guess i give up. my relationships suck i wish i could just hide in the past. im regretting everything and wish i could turn back time but instead i just need to get over it.ahhh im over it i just sleep all day and go to school the same thing over and over im sick of repetition. i have been contemplating a lot of things lately and going through sleepless nights. i just want to say that i love those who understand me and have been there for me u select few mean the world and if any thing were to happen to any of us i think i would die. well that was a random tangent but yes im done because im just depressing myself bye bye
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| choir entertains |
[Wednesday the 11th, 10.08PM] |
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so i got my pictures that i took at prom back and they all suck well not all of them i was kinda disappionted in them but yea. today was boring i came home and slept. kay and i went ot the choir concert it was fun stuff i laughed and the dancing entertained me. good job zack and trevor! umm yea the week is going by fast thank god and umm i need to do a lot of hw that i have blown off. friday the 13 is soon yay alright bye bye.
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| prom |
[Sunday the 8th, 01.19PM] |
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so last night was prom it was streesful interesting and over all fun. it wasnt as great as i thought it would be and we kept lossing everyone but over all it wasnt too bad.. i dont know ask for details if u want them im to lazy to write them all and i havnt had anything to eat since like yesterday around this time minus the few things i ate at dinner but ne ways im off to cook something bye
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| feliz cinco de mayo |
[Thursday the 5th, 08.44PM] |
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yay hah soo yesterday was min day it was fun stuff. me kay marg and ben and eric went to kfc and taco bell for lunch i ate a lot and then went to eat ice cream which made me sick. then ashley had some prom issues because boys are stupid so i went to her house and then to church. today ppl are dumb and tlak shit on my best friend two feet from me so i got upset and yea that killed my whole day so i came home and slept. yay two more days to prom i just want to get this week over with its been way to stressful but saturday should be fun. so yesterday churchu depressed me ehh it was just weird being there after almost a month. and i started thinking and its sad how many friends i have grown apart from this year hardly even talk to some of my best friends :/ so yea ehh life is to complicated im off to get through one more day bye
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| stressless nights |
[Tuesday the 3rd, 08.37PM] |
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so the stress has finally lifted... i hope. ap testing is over for me im done with the million essays that i had to write yesterday and today, i have one more but ehh its easy. tomorrow is half day yay me kay and marg are going out to lunch... hopefully i have money in my account. prom is this weekend yay that should be fun and its not going to rain on sat ne more! which is good because i suck at driving in the rain. me and kay ditched after the AP test yesterday and got our nails done and ate and ahh it was soo relaxing it felt really good i needed the after noon off. so yes i just need to get through this week and a couple of quizes and the stress will be gone untill finalls. alright im off bye bye
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| the weekend!!! |
[Saturday the 30th, 10.18PM] |
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ahh so this weekend... friday i came home and then ashley and i went to the utg show at all about coffee but there were waaayyy to many ppl there and they were not playing till later so we went and visited the ppl singing in front of bn lol it was funny john sang a song about me i loved it, soooo then we went inside and looked at hair mags and then drove back to the show. where they kicked everyone out and counted us as we came in because it was a fire hazard or something of the sort. so we watched them play like two songs and drove home. today i got up and went to hb and saw kim and her dog is sooo cute. we woke shane up and then bought a cake after kim lagged for like an hour. we went to larsons and i took her to work and then ashley ditched me too so i went to the beach and took pictures and went to ummm conroys and bn to get my book. then i got lost in new port ahhh i didnt know it was that big. then i picked my sister up and went to my moms work. came home and went to aarons thing it was cute. came home and went to starbucks with kay tim and marg ahhh fun times i still want chips tho. we ran around the parking lot and almost got ran over then the cops were there and we left and now im home and im tired and prom is to complicated im over it but im still excited its next weekend! i need to study for the ap language test on monday ahhh thats what i will be doing all day tomorrrow. ok well call me bye
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[Monday the 25th, 08.18PM] |
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so today went by really quickly just like the weekend. umm went dress shopping with ashley on sat and we went to the job fair for like 2 min it was a waste of my life. umm sunday went to work with my mother to work off the money she gave me for prom stuff. today was tiring. arber called and woke me up at 350 and lied to me... he said it was 5 and tried to get me to work on the project. so then i went back to sleep and woke up for school which went by rather quickly. i went to starbucks with tamera and kaylee lol yes it was fun and it was a nice rest. then i came home and worked on my 1920s project which is now done after running around looking for pez candy. now i have to do some research for spanish project ehh it never ends. sat im going to HB so yay im excited call em if u want to hang out. o yes and breakfast after the ap test on monday if any one is interested.
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[Thursday the 21st, 09.17PM] |
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ok so everything is falling into place! yay im not so stressed out. tickets are bought every one has a ride and we have a place to go to dinner. yay i can enjoy planning everything else for prom now. i have a lot of work ahead of me this weekend and next week ahh but what ever ill get through it haha some how... im going to a job fair on sat so lets hope i get a job because i really over looking for one and i need money haha and a car. well i suppose thats it. ttyl bye
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| the weekend |
[Sunday the 17th, 09.13PM] |
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sooo this weekend flew by fast. friday kay and i went to aarons thing and were attacked by bugs and its showwing up all over my hands :/ umm sat i went to the eye dr and i cant see out of my right eye hahah so yea i need glasses. lets see what else... sat went to my grandparents house and today i went ot my sisters and we went to melrose and i found my prom dress yay. then i went and saw william and did the whole guest past thing. i have not seen that kid in forever it was fun stuff. then i came home and umm showered and did laundry and i need to write my paper but im procrastinating. umm we need more ppl to come with us to dinner so we can get a limo contact me if ur interested haha. well another week is ahead of us. ttyl bye bye
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| friday |
[Friday the 15th, 10.07PM] |
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so today is friday yay im excited about that. it was a good and random day. school was pretty kick back we didnt really do much. i ate bread lol. umm then after school the sun ate me and we had a 20 min event in the parking lot after school. the car likes to roll forward. so we drove for 20 min to get pizza in 2 and went to margs house and ate it and it was soooo good. and the intersection was clogged by the way lol. we watch slc punk it was funny and sad and then i went home for like an hour. me and kay went to this boy scouts thing for aaron it was entertaining we were attacked by bugs and kays left arm suffered. haha boy scouts are hot lol to bad there all like 5 lol. so after it was over and we got lost on the way heheh... we sat and talked to aaron and this other kid i think his name was scott. soo ne ways we decided we want to be boy scouts also. :) so that was our fun night yay tomorrow is going to be a busy one hopefully we go out to breakfast and i get to hang out with this one kid... so yes ttyl bye bye
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| hello |
[Tuesday the 12th, 08.49PM] |
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so the rest of spring break was a little stressful kim came up with matt and james and we went to in and out and house looking lol dont ask. then ppl in the car made us miss the freeways and james almost jumped out. the last weekend i spent moving my sister which was tiring and stressful. this week has been ok not to bad. i have a bunch to do and a lot to figure out :/ umm tomorrows half day so thats good i still need to find something to do tho. this weekend i need to go to my eye apt and find a car and figure prom stuff out and go visit an old friend and ahh too much to do. any ways call me if u want to hang out ttyl bye
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| spring break update |
[Thursday the 7th, 08.30PM] |
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ok so spring break has been pretty fun for the most part. sat me sarah and tamra hung out and i lost my purse but found it again so thats good i almost died when i realized that i left it some where. umm then sunday i just sat around and relaxed. monday kay marg and her bf and me went to the beach. we went to papa joes on pch and it was pretty good i have to say. then we went to the beach and it was so windy the sand killed us so we tanned behind some wall. then we drove home and went to margs to watch a movie. then i went to sarahs and spent the night. tues we went to the beach and i got a little burnt. tamra and i walked to main street and i bought a shirt. umm then went back and stayed til like 930 then i went to my dads. woke up took him to work. watched a movie and went to hang out with kim. umm mike moved back yay. and i saw a bunch of ppl i havnt seen in forever. then we went to the angel game fun stuff. today i hung out with ashley and yea thats my spring break
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| SpRiNg BrEak!!! |
[Friday the 1st, 09.23PM] |
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yay its SPRIIIINNNGGG BREAK! we were going to call u but we forgot. lol so ne ways spring break has offically began and im excited i really need the break. umm tomorrow im off with tamra sunday im open if ne one wants to hang out after church. then umm monday the beach with kay if ne one is interested in going and tuesday beach with ppl and wed beach with john and aaron to learn how to surf yay all these days i will be in hb if ne one wants to hang out and hopefully i will get to hang out with kim a couple of those days that im down there. and yea thats about all i have planned so far soo0o0o0o call me if u want to come ne of those days or if u want to hang out some time. i still need a prom date if ne one wants to come with me ;) lol, soo yea i hope every one had and has a good spring break ttyl bye bye
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[Tuesday the 22nd, 09.18PM] |
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today was interesting lol umm went to school and felt pretty crappy. came home and went to bed. woke up took some medicine and kyle picked me up. we went to blanco's house to tape our spanish project and everyone was late. this one kid got lost and the other one didnt even show up. sooo... we ran around looking for his house and knocking on random doors in the rain. then me and kyle left and went to "carles" house lol which was carles jr but supposably that kid was there at least thats what we told our group. so we went back to blanco's and slept on the couch and wrote our script and taped the first two scenes. now we have to go back there on monday to finsh :/ ehh so any ways... kyle drove me home and now im ready to fall asleep im so tired. i want this cold to go away ehh. i still need to finish my film before fourth period tomorrow and its rainning so im screwed but o well. over all today was random and entertaining but yea adios
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[Sunday the 20th, 09.25PM] |
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so i dont know whats been going on lately it just really seems like every one is avoiding me. its probably not true im just percieving it that way. i dont know its like no one ever answers me or my calls. no one wants to hang out with me and now im being blown off. so i dont know what ive done...whats wrong with me?...
but yea im feeling really sick right now so hopefully it goes away adios
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| friday |
[Friday the 18th, 09.36PM] |
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hello everyone today was an awesome day. the only thing bad about it was that i have to do a reshoot for photo and mike kept making fun of my hair. but ne ways it was super fun. umm me kay sarah tim and aaron went to the play. it was random and i was lost the whole time but it was still fun it made me laugh. i want to wear one of the clown costumes. yes then we went to miguels and it was fun sarah and i ran across the street to the bank and almost died but its all good. then we ate food and laughed a lot so over all a good time. and now im home. tomorrrow night we are going to see ring 2 so call me if u want to come. much love muah adios
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| st patricks day! |
[Thursday the 17th, 08.07PM] |
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happy green day every one lol. i hope every one sported the green i know i did! i have to represent my fellow isrish ppl lol like kay. so im actually doing really good today yay! i love random holidays. ne ways my cousin fixed up my journal so a big thanks to her. but yea the play tomorrow at 7 every one come and then movies on sat call me for details! luv u all muah*
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